Over the past few weeks, I’ve been led through on of the most stressful times in my adult life. Over the past 16 years of marriage, had my fair share of “I’ve screwed up”, a few “I can’t believe I did that with the kids”, and even other life-changing events. However, overall, things have always seemed to go very well for me, despite my very inconsistent and wandering heart when seeking God. On December 13th, I lost my job.
I’ve never lost a job before. I’ve always left a company when I need something bigger and had an opportunity to learn and be better at what I do. There was always something available. Two weeks before Christmas? Nothing to fall back on, a few leads, but nothing concrete. The void of not having a paycheck and Christmas, property taxes, mortgage, debt payoff… it weighed on me heavily. My wife and friends held with me, and I did the only thing I could – I gave it to God, despite the disappointment in myself. The day after being let go, I got a lead on openings with a large storage company. Concurrently, a guy I had worked with previouslywas trying to get a hold of me – he knew I was available via LinkedIn … and he got me a 2 week contract job. Out of work officially for one day, and then I’m on the clock for myself. That’s not coincidence. That’s God.
I’ve had “moments of divine intervention” in my career (IT geek), with my family, and even with my faith – through PK, a new gift of prayer, and my technical service to my church. Even in our newest path, moving to Life Community Church in LaPorte, we felt the guidance of the Spirit in our actions. We tested the water, made sure it was the Spirit, and acted. We know we’re on the right path, even if we waiver here and there. We know we have something to offer, and are willing to do so.
Today, I have confirmation of an interview with the large storage company. I’m hopeful, and know that God has a plan – I’m listening attentively to make sure I’m following.
The simple act of faith – trusting that God is not going to forsake us, that He loves us enough to take came of the little things – is one of the cornerstones of the Christian’s walk. One I have frequently forgotten, but am now living through.